i am so tired of my current state of being. i am surrounded by close-minded friends (minus like 3 including by gf) who are so naive or strict about what they think and believe that they are completely closed to what is true in life. we were sitting there talking about a party that happened last night. i made the joke about "methodists drink in public and baptists drink behind closed doors" and this massive discussion ensued. it pisses me off so much. i can't wait to be at lee this weekend. i want to get out of this green valley/spain park bubble. i just need to be away from everything. i hadn't realized how much my life and my outlook on said life has changed over the past few months. i know that so many people haven't been through what i have been through and crap like that, but i wish they had. plus we got orders for graduation inivitations today which makes me want to get out of here even more. arg!!! i want to get away. you don't even know how much i want to be up there. ugh.
and then, as i talked to my mom about the graduation stuff, she pretty much shut me down and said i could only get announcements and namecards. so i can't get any of the other cool stuff that they offer because it is all "a rip off" which i am sure it is. however, it is going to feel really lame to be getting a little box of paper one day at school as opposed to a sack of cool stuff. i know that is materialistic, but does anyone understand my frutration with that???
i've pretty much just been having a shitty week and want to talk to someone different about and get a different opinion. so get ready lee university, i am coming your way.
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